Golden Balls

So...certain things have got me thinking...how do I view trust?

The way I see it is a little different. When a new person comes in to my life, be it a friend or love interest, I give away my whole trust, my heart, mind and soul is there's, my whole trust. And its there responsibility to protect it. To take care of it and not to loose it. For me its not an earning thing. You have it already. If you do things too loose it that is your responsibility. I don't have that whole philosophy of "you have to earn it". I think that is selfish and self centered. Buy just giving it to someone and giving them the right to choose whether they keep it or not is better. I don't know if that opens up the possibility of more heartache but, at least you know you did your best to make things work.

Yeah the title could of inspired something else but whatever!

Who or what is the chupacabra?

Well as the title says, I think I have discovered who and what is the chupacabra. For those of you who have no idea what the chupacabra is Ill give a brief explanation. If it does not satisfy your curious mind, head over to Wikipedia well, that is if the government did not decide to censor that too. But anyway no more delay.

This creature of the night is very famous in the latin world. Its an animal that is accused of killing and draining animals and humans alike, of there blood and life. In Puerto Rico this creature is principal in folk story's. We are told these story's when we are little, and has even been on tv. When a person or animal is found dead with bite marks on its body or drained of blood the chupacabra is blamed. But, this creature has never been captured, has lived many years, has been killing all over Latin america and has existed for many years.

So, today while watching Vampire Diary's, yeah, yeah I know I'm lame, the thing is when the episode was over I went to the bathroom, and my faithful companion Baby (my dog) followed as usual. But he did not enter the bathroom, so I go about my business when suddenly there is Baby looking straight at me and I told him "baby how did you get in here" and BAM the idea struck me, he must be a vampire dog. And then I started thinking, maybe the chupacabras is a vampires best friend. Maybe there is a vampire who did not want to live alone but did not want or trust another vampires company. So he turned a dog.

I mean, think about it. The possibility's of turning a dog is the same as a humans. The difference is that dogs and all animals (lets not think humans are not animals) are driven by there raw emotions. Maybe a dog when hungry is hungry, and mad-mad. And to train a vampire dog must take time and patience double the pain we go through when they are normal. So that would explain why they don't cover there tracks and leave animals laying around. And why the chupacabra is suspected to be all over Latin america cause the vampire owner travels with him. DUH!

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Okay its a crazy theory BUT if vampires where real. That could totally be a possibility don't you think?

http://www.inquisitr.com/125635/chupacabra-sighting-in-texas/

Adventure 1: The circus

So yesterday I went to a Circus. This was a Thursday, and Wednesday I had woken up at 5pm, on the day of the circus I woke up at 6am after working at my favorite place in the world (more about that later). So it can be assumed that I was like the living dead. But I still went. So this is what I learned. We got there and there where protesters in front of the AmwayCenter in Orlando. Because the Ringling Bros, had animals in there show, elephants, dogs, cats, and BIG cats too. I felt kind of horrible because I was once one of those protesters and now I was going to see animals working for a fruit. And I thought, why do we humans feel the need to control everything. Why do we want to feel like we are the only ones who can think and feel. Our need to make everything work for us. And was disgusted by the thought. But wait, we humans do this to our selves too, all the time. Our racism and our neoslavery and neocolonialism is nothing new or different from what we see in the rings. We do exactly the same thing to ourselves. And also, the circus is such a huge part of the american culture and its important too so many people. Especially the people working there, if that is something they love what would it be like to them to be denied to do what they love? About the animals, well I would like to think they treat them with respect or love, but we know how money ruins all the efforts of the the good people.

The second thing I learned is that the circus is not what it used to be. They have to change to keep up with the times but it used to be different. Really I don't know if that's a good thing or not. Its said that the circus was a center of ridicule, because they used to use humans as freaks and exploit them. And animals suffered a lot. But, what im referring to is not that, I mean the show, its more fancy now, we don't sit on cheap benches with the smell of manure inside of a huge red and white tent, eating cheap popcorn and sweating are buts off. Instead we are in fancy seats, with air conditioning looking down to small people twirling and twisting and driving motorcycles. That leaves no place for smaller company's too deliver a good show. Like everything in this world. Everything has to be big and fancy.

I know im rambling, this is nothing of what I planed to write but oh well. But apart from all the negatives that I never fail to point out the circus is awesome, and the talent and dedication that these people have is awesome. I had a great time. And its good that we can enjoy some classic and different events.

4 Things I have learned this year

1. Zelda is dead, there is a time line.
2. Watch what doctors are giving you, pills are not always good for you.
3. Working at a fast food sucks.
4. No matter how many ways you try to look at it, Twilight sucks!